Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Hey guys. So, I had a broken finger scare. I thought it was broken 'cuz it was way fatty and bruised 'cuz it got hit when I was playing softball. Anyway, it's not broken, and I'm okay. It was weird though because when I checked into the hospital they asked me if I had a religious preference. Another weird thing happened today at lunch. I was sitting next to these girls that I don't know, and one said the other "Are you going to the liquor store today? We're out of rum." So that was interesting.

I'm so fucking tired. And I just heard this song, and it's basically how I feel, but there's no one to fix me...

Coldplay - "Fix You"
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you