I Hate It

I wish my hand wasn't broken. It's a hassle. I can't do things that I love to do. It sucks. Everything takes twice as long to do. My writing looks like that of a first grader. People have to help me put stuff in my backpack and zip it up for me. Typing sucks too.

This binomial theorem proof can go to hell. I can't get equations in word because I don't have the disc anymore to install it. Then I downloaded this other thing, but it is also crap. It's not like I know how to do the f-ing problem anyway.

My guitar lesson was supposed to be tonight...

I wish my hand wasn't broken.

Sucky Sucky

I broke my hand. Damn. My right hand. I'm right handed. This sucks. It was during a softball game. 3-4 Weeks it'll be healed...Gah! Too long. I can't play softball, can't play guitar, can't write. Then there's other things, everything is more difficult now. Well, I am lucky for having all my limbs. I know I'm complaining, but it's hard.

So if calc couldn't get any more worse, Cockburger has a "coach" now. wtf. ARGH! And the coach is crazy nuts! Geez. We had the drug dog assembly. Yea, this year it's Merlin. Woo. Boring. Gah. School sucks except that I see my friends, and 3rd and 4th period are allright. Everything else blows. Yea, thanks to everyone who helped me today, you are great!

I need to go read, Beloved and the Latin American history book. How fun.

Life

You know, I used to think my life was great and happy and stuff like that. But just in the last half of my junior year I realized that it wasn't and still isn't. My dad has been acting crazy because I'm not contacting coaches fast enough. It's not all my fault. Sometimes the coaches don't respond as fast as I can. And then, he doesn't even know what I've done because he hasn't even talked to me. Uh hello! Gah. I know this sounds bad, but I'm beginning to hate him more and more everyday. It sucks to be home. Then I think about all my friends and other people in my life that I love dearly and how I would rather spend my time with them than be at home. Man.

I just spent the past 3 hours working on this dumb college shit. So he better stop wigging out. He always said that he would support me in whatever I decided to do, but I guess he was just lying to me the whole time. It's retarded. I don't even understand why it's like this. I still have time to apply to colleges and stuff. He doesn't even know what's going on. And if he wants all this stuff done then why doesn't he do it himself. Geez.

To make matters worse, there's a math "quiz" tomorrow and no one knows what's going on. Hopefully I can wake up tomorrow and leave before my dad gets up. I'll go to Starbucks and buy a drink. Then I'll chill at school until we confront "The Slos." Also there's a timed write on style analysis. It's not really helping that she doesn't actually check what everyone has written because we don't know if we're doing it right or not. We'll see what happens.

In addition, school, conditioning, travelball, have been making me so tired. I keep falling asleep without doing my homework. Crap. Well, it's only the beginning of the year...Everything is falling apart.

Peace

"I Know I Won't Be Leaving Here With You"

So today was long. Yea. 1st and 2nd period are so slow. 3rd and 4th are the best periods of the day. 5th is free time (sorta). 6th, only fun when we do sketches that take up the whole period.

Yahhhh...Anyway, our CAS band was supposed to meet today, but it didn't work out. I don't know. But I did go to the library to look up the history of the blues. Yea, Gabe was also there. He showed me the Kelis CD. Dirty!

Man oh man. This year needs to go by quick. Some college needs to want me soon because I don't want to worry about this anymore and my father just won't stop. GAaah. I want this year to be over so I can start the rest of my life.

//Take Me Out

Too Much Fun

Happy International Talk Like A Pirate Day!

Man, I've been busy all weekend with softball. Now I'm trying to work on the stupid "Modest Proposal" thing, but I really don't feel like it. And then I have to do a physics practice test, but it's easy I think. It doesn't really matter because Lum will go over it in class. Uh, yea. But one of my old teammates is now on my team again and it's so fun. She's crazy and funny. Goodtimes.

Well I think tomorrow I'm going to the library to work on my extended essay. Or else I'll be in trouble. I reaaaaalllllly need to get started...oops. Haha...I'll get it done, I always do...

So hopefully this week will be gooood. Cuz that would just be the best.

Now Playing//Elvis Costello|North

Hey Hey!

Well, today was pretty craaazy! We had an assembly during first period, so like everyone was hyper after that. Oh yea, and my cool senior crown rocked! The class yell was great! This assembly actually wasn't that bad. They had this funny video of Mr. Roberts vs. Mr. Melendez in the Centennial Olympics. Yes, the event was Thumb Wrestling. It was funny. So after that everyone was crazy, and it was Friday. Yea the schedule was all messed up. But that's allright. We started to work on our pin hole cameras in photo. How exciting! Man, I want to take pictures now! Yea, physics was fun even though there was a quiz. It was funny. Uh, yea...So then tonight was Anand's surprise party. It was fun! He was actually surprised even though Gabe totally parked in plain sight! Yea, then we got to watch this hot Indian guy sing and dance...wooo, hot! Yeaaa. Then we played Kareoke Revolution. It was fun! The guys were jealous because they can't sing and the girls can. Hehe. Oh I actually passed "You're The One That I Want." That song is hard! Hahaha.

Well check out the pics on my moblog and stuff. I'm pretty busy this weekend, homework and extended essay (boo). So yea. Hopefully I will do good/well. Adios!

So

I don't really know what my problem is. I plan on going to bed early, but I don't. I really want to practice my guitar more. I'm so not good yet. I can play, but not how I want to. That's what I mean. Don't worry Lang, our CAS thing won't turn out to be crap. Uh, yea. So Sunday was ok, I had games, almost in Mexico, way down in San Diego. Then yesterday I went shopping, bought 3 shirts and some new Chucks (Taylors that is).

So I saw my "ex-husband" yesterday. His hair looks craaazy. Yea, like surfer-ie. But that's what he is. So yea. The Greek test was crap. And yea, I need to finish that physics thing with the applets.

So my leg/knee really hurts and I don't know why. I want it to go away because it super hurts. Well, I better get to work. Bye.

Cockburger

So anyway, dang! Yesterday I was so tired. I watched Jaws though! I love that movie! The best part is when they're in the cabin and they start showing each other their scars and then they sing "Show me the way to go home, I'm tired and I want to go to bed..." Love it! So yea, then my dad told me to watch King Kong, but I was really tired and it was boring me. So I went to my room and fell asleep. So tired.

Then I had practice this morning. Pretty good. There's a new girl. She's pretty good. Uh, then we went to The Green Burrito and ate some lunchy lunch. Check the moblog. So yea fun stuff. Then I came home and "the band" had a meeting at Lang's. We made up a songlist. And then we started writing this song...But yea. Fun stuff. Gotta do homework now. Boo. Stupid Greek alphabet test! Gaaaah!

PS Happy Birthday Melissa A!

PPS Oh yea! Sammy needed help getting to the bio site, I don't know what it's for cuz I'm in physics, but here is the REAL link http://www.gomvhs.com/staff/jjones/sg/chapter2.htm

Just thank me later

Hey Hey

It's Friday!! Wooo! Yeah! But I have a headache so that sucks. So today was ok. History was boring. We watched this movie on Ancient Mexico that I know I've seen before. LA was allright, but Mrs. H is weird. Then physics was fun as always. Photo was crappy cuz we had to read this dumb article and answer questions. Then Calc was okay, but we really didn't learn anything. It took him all period to explain to Rouman that S={S, S'} . Geez. And art was ok. I felt bad though cuz I didn't do the assignment right. Oh well...

So here's something funny, if you have a dark sense of humor, watch with glee!
Heffalump
Suicidal(Song w/ animation)

Day

Well everything was okay until about after school. Softball tryouts sucked ass. Well, of course I was the best one there. But still. Yea, there was pretty much only freshman there, then there's Kelly K. and me. So sad. But luckily the coach emailed me and told me I don't even have to come at all tomorrow. So guess what I'm going to do. That's right, not go! Come on now, what would you do? The first week of school, on a Friday, it's hot...that's right.

So, yea, I actually think Slosberg isn't that bad. I know all of you are freakin out, but I think it's going to work. He's a crazy genius like Tahir. Yea, Slosberg aka "Elliot" as in Chris Elliot. Except with glasses.

Seriously, just like Lang said there are waaaay too many kids at our school. People keep touching me when I walk in the halls. Yea...So today in art we watched Sister Mary and her art-capades. Haha...so funny. "Well Norton Simon liked it!" What a freak. Just kidding. Uh yea. So I guess everything is A-Ok except for that softball thing, but it's cool I don't have to go tomorrow. See ya.

PS! Comments work now! So leave me some bitches!

The First Day

Today was probably the best first day of school I've ever had in high school. It was fun, except maybe for the math thing. So, mainly in every class we went over the syllabus. Except in LA, let's have 2 check tests. Arg. I think I did ok. Well, it's not like the books are fresh in my mind, we were supposed to read them over the summer, not the weekend. Then in Photo, there are a lot of druggies. Or they certainly look like druggies. Creepy. Hopefully they drop. But yea, photo really interests me. I think I'm really going to enjoy that class.

So this "crazy" math teacher. He's really weird. Wears these corduroy suits, has a funny voice. I don't know, everyone thinks he's crap, but we don't even know him yet. But he's like a super nerd. You know who he reminds me of, I just thought of this, Wozzy from "There's Something About Mary." He looks like Chris Elliot. But way nerdy. Uh yea, so we'll see how that goes. Also Lum has a beard. No one likes it. Uh, I guess that's all the fun stuff at school. Oh oh, go check out Lum's site www.leftquark.com I re-designed it. It's so cool. Haha.

So later in the day, guitar was great. Gave Greg a taste of Los Lonely Boys. He really likes them. They are good, they have that one song called "Heaven" (you know..."How far is Heaven..."). Yea, when I listen to the CD I think that his band would sound great playing all these songs. Soooo, yea. Then I had batting. I did pretty good. So, hope you all had a nice first day, or a nice day because it was a nice day. :-)

PS I'm trying to fix the comments thing, so don't worry. It's not like anyone comments anyway...

Yo

I'm almost done with my homework. Just a little physics. I don't even think I'm going to do it. Okay, I will...Uh, yea. So today was my team party. Fun fun! Yea, I played pool like 8 times. I'm like a better player than who I played, but because I always seem to scratch on the 8 ball...

So school starts tomorrow. Weeeee. SENIORS! Allright! So with the new school year, there's a new layout. I hope you like. And I'm pretty sure the comments work now. So leave a comment and I'll be your friend if I aren't already. :-)

Ay Caramba!

This has been like the busiest month ever! Anyway, I've been trying to get my homework done. Eeek...Yes, it's bad. Anyway I'll get it done somehow, I always do. So yea, Wednesday some of us went over to Sammy's to work on homework. It was pretty successful. Yesterday my uncle took me to a couple of museums for the art assignment. That was cool. Sammy went. I restrung her/dad's guitar. Yea, I like doing that sort of stuff. Anyway, so today, I dropped off the guitar then went to school to give Mr. Lum his new website. Yes. Well I guess that's about it. I better get back to my homework. I just needed a break because I CAN'T FOCUS! Gahh!

Oh some crap: the stupid high school coach is trying to get me into 6th period PE. I don't want that, and beside, I need to take the IB Art Design.

Secondly, Mr. Lum was telling me that there's a new guy that's going to teach the IB HL calculus class. What? That's what I said. Ay caramba. So much stuff so little time. Peace.