[-Wow-]

There's a lot less posts for this month. Damn. Ok, anyways, I didn't do last weeks Friday Five, so here they are: (I'll do tomorrow's tomorrow)
1. What is your most prized material possession?
Right now, I guess I would say my guitar. But if I didn't play guitar...I guess it would be my comp.

2. What item, that you currently own, have you had the longest?
Well, I have these old shoes and a jacket I had when I was a baby.

3.Are you a packrat?
Yes. But it's good, I'll need some of that stuff one day...(hehe)

4. Do you prefer a spic-and-span clean house? Or is some clutter necessary to avoid the appearance of a museum?
How about both. Well, it gets messy, then I feel the need to clean it up.

5. Do the rooms in your house have a theme? Or is it a mixture of knick-knacks here and there?
No, not really. Just knick-knacks I suppose.

Friday Five

You know what's sad? Mr. Rogers died. Errr...tear...So sad.

[-My Bad-]

Ok, sorry, I haven't written in a long time. So you all must be wondering what's going on in my life. Well, softball is going better than expected. I don't know. Hopefully I'm starting 3rd. Hmm...If Stadolka's arm is still out. I think I'm a better player than she, but I don't know how this is going to work out. Haha, guitar was fun. I got there a few minutes early, so I was waiting. Greg walks out to go copy something for this other guy and he's surprised to see me. Well, he had that look on his face like "Whoa, you're here" so yea. Haha, then the guy before me I guess is learning some Lion King song. Anyway, he says "You want to learn the Lion King?" and I just laughed. Then the guy in there (he's older, in his 30's I think) says "We like the Lion King; no we loove the Lion King." I said, "Oh, there's nothing wrong with the Lion King." He made me laugh, he's like "Ow...My fingers are killing me" Haha...I know what that's like. So we had a nice little chat about starting out. But I'm proud of myself for how good I am. Considering it's been little more than a year. So we worked on that song that I knew I could play, but I couldn't. Then we worked on some phrasing stuff. He was getting all excited. Oh yea...He's the funnier part. Greg says to me "You should curl your hair" I said "Why??" (thinking: my hair is already wavy) "Well, Bob straightened hers" (thinking to myself OMG loser) "Oh" "She said she did it to pamper herself" "LIAR...That liar; she did it for this guy!" Ahaha, so I told him what happened at the party. You know the creepy guy Matt. Ok, well yea. That was fun. Wednesday: Let's see...Oh, I went to bed at 8 o' clock. The End. Hmm...I guess that's about it. It was funny today when Tiffany said Heidi was her idol or role model, I mean. I laughed out loud. Then I was like "Oh, sorry."

Man...You want to know my grades as of today? Spanish = A, precal = B, LA = A-, AP Euro = C+/B- (WTF!), Chem = B. Ok, that's not that bad. Considering this is the start of the semester and most of my grades are based on tests, and we've only had 1 or 2 tests so there isn't that much room for a mistake right now. I'll update you next Thursday when I find out again. Hopefully it will improve. (ARG!) I guess that's all for today. I don't know what else. Ok, see ya.

[-This Sucks-]

Let's see...Today I woke up about 6 am. Had to go to my HS team's garage sale. I guess we made close to $400. I don't know. I think that's good. I mean, everything is practically a buck. My cousins were here, so my dad made pancakes for breakfast. We played SC but only single player. Then later we played multi. Afterward we played some Mario and Donkey Kong. Then some more SC. I tried Zerg today. Dude, I like them waay better. Everthing goes much faster. Anyways, I played with Will. Then I had to go get ready because Sammy was coming to get me (to go to Alan's party).

At Alan's party it was pretty fun. Bob's date was sort of annoying. I don't know why she's trying to find the love of her life right now. I mean, come on. Whatever. His name is Matt. Everywhere she went he had to follow. Ugh, he's annoying. I really don't care. Whatever. She was saying hello to everyone. Gabriel was jealous. He was out of the 'loop.' Whatever. His allergies started acting up. Which sucks. That's never fun when that happens. I don't know, I'm not really remembering the fun stuff right now. That's because I'm pissed off at Will. The night was sort of winding down and Sammy and I were getting bored, so I said that she and I had the next game. But NO, those fucking bastards. What the hell is their problem. Ok, they just played for like the last hour so why couldn't they let us play. I was tired and pissed off so I asked Sammy if she was ready to leave and she was. So was Andrea. I also gave her and Will a ride. Ok, I told Will to tell them to let us play but he just sat there like an asshole. JERK_FACE. Whatever. I'm leaving, I'm tired. More tomorrow. Maybe when I'm not mad.

[-We Just Can't Get Enough-]

Ehh, I don't know. I've been so tired this week. This is like the latest I've stayed up. I don't know, I'll be working on my homework and then I'll just fall asleep. Now I'm really tired. Ugh, I probably shouldn't have played that second game of SC but Will wanted to play, and I sorta made him wait like an hour. But I wanted to check all my e-mails. I had like 50, but half of them were junk. I still had to read the others though. Well, not most of the forwards. But anyway, guitar partially sucked on Tuesday. Well, of course I had a nice time, but I was working on this song, and I know I could do it, but I just wasn't doing it. I was thinking about it waay to much. The time I did do it right was when I was looking at my hand picking each string. Gosh I'm a moron. Anyway, haha. I walked in there and he says, "Oh I didn't recognize you with your hair down. That must be part of your new blues personality." Hah! No. Now that HS ball is in season I've been getting home around 5:30 pm. Not that that's bad or anything, but I have less time for homework. Ok, I was so going to do my chem outline until Will sent me his. Ugh, he is so impatient. So yea, we played SC but lost. Because he sucks. HAHAHA, just kidding! I'm way worse than Will. And I really don't know what to write about Sarah. I don't know why but she always tells me to write about her, but I never have anything to say. What does she want me to say? I usually don't talk to her, whatever. Anyways, someone like another someone in our class. You probably already know who. The crush-ee doesn't like this person. But (s)he never has. That's all I'm saying. Oh, and Bob took this picture of me, and I looks soo cute. Haha, maybe you'll see it one day. Bye for now-

[-Bloop-]

Awww, I really suck at Star Craft. Ok, so yesterday I spent the day helping my old coach's team. Well, the 10 and under team. They're good I suppose. Most of them are rec-ball players, but they're pretty good. Uh, then I went to their house. We watched these. Then I came home. Ate dinner, then konked out around 9 o' clock. Haha, then woke up today about 9:30 am. Then we went down to San Clemente to Camp Pendelton. Well, we went to go see my mom's friend who is visiting from Arizona. I don't know. Well, it was a lot better than I thought it was going to be. But I was soooo bored. It always happens, no matter what. Your parents talk forever and you just sit there listening. Then you want to add something funny and you get shut out. So that's never fun...But yeah. Came home. My room is still a mess and my homework still hasn't been done. I hate myself for that. I hate it when I procrastinate. GAWWWWWWW!!!!!!! Calm down...Ok, and I wanna play frickin Star Craft, but nooo Will isn't paying attention. Ugh, stupid. So tomorrow I have to go get my physical and do my homework. Hopefully tonight, actually I better clean my room tonight. ARGH, I'm an idiot.

[-My Dad is Crazy (well, not literally)-]

Haha, well, we're having a "party" again. Muahaha... I can hear him in the living room singing and clapping. Um ok...I think he needs to stop drinking that 2 buck Chuck. Ok dude. Frickin A. Ok...my parents are mad at my sister and then nooo, they're being nice now. What the hey. Ok, I sorta wanted to go down to Irvine, but my sister decided to frickin' sleep the whole time! So my dad wanted to have a "party" like last Friday, but nooo my sister is going to get pissed off, but GOOOSH. Why are they nice to her!? Ok, I don't mean it like that. They always say they're going to lay down the law, but they never do. It's like: do it already! Hopefully the "party" is over now. Ok, I guess it is. Damn, ok, then my dad says that I don't care about anything. What the hell? So I yell back to him "Uh, YEAH I DO" (well, the music was loud). GOSH I DO CARE! I don't remember but things were pissing me off. I was in a good mood then it went downhill and now its slowly coming back. STUPID!! GAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, now I over hear them talking to her which is also pissing me off again. I should just go the fuck asleep. G-damn....Shut up already. Frickin' A! How can you be mad at her, then all fucking nice. What the hell, I need my baby- Andromeda. My new name for my guitar. Yay...

GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKERS! My dad is a moron!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK
Ok, he just made her mad. Fucking 5 minutes ago he was being nice. Ok and now he's being mean. What the hell. God....

You know...I haven't been writing this all at once. When I started I was happy. Then it moved on to "this sucks ass." I've got to get up early, and I want to play Andromeda...and maybe dream of TS. Oh NAM ROCKS!! Thanks for my card, it is sweet.

[-Happy Valentine's Day!!-]

Hey hey! Happy Valentine's Day! I hope you had a lovely day. Mine was good. WAAAY better than last year. OoO, last year was harsh. Hehe, this year was better. Let's see, I wanted "Revival" to be the song of the day, but it was already the song of the day. So "You're Just to Good to be True" was the song of the day along with "Revival." Tuesday is going to be "Paint it Black." Eh..that's because I promised Rouman. Damn. Ok, so today was weird. We had that motivational speaker "Mad Dog." He was sorta freaking me out because he kept talking about how you're going to get raped if you go to prison. Which I believe, but I really didn't want to hear that. Well now I know not to commit a crime in California because I'll go away for life. I wasn't planning on doing anything like that anyway. I understand my consequences...Well, people in my class won't do stuff like that.

Softball is weird. Neither of the Kellys are on varsity, nor Cassy. After our conditioning I went over to the JV field to wait for them. I don't know, it's weird. None of the other varsity do that, but then again I don't want to 'leave them in the dust.' Hahaha, and Kaylynn won't come around when I'm around. Muahaha. I win. I don't know. Cassy says she said that she's afraid I'm going to say something mean to her. What-ever. ::cough LOSER cough::

I gave out 58 valentines today. My mom bought me 60 and I was like "Oh, I'm not going to use these all." Well, I did. Hehehe. Everyone was very appreciative which was nice. It took me like an hour. Well, probably not that long. But it was nice. Roy says his other sister is getting married. Hmm...I don't know about that. Well, she just broke up with her boyfriend of 6 years. They "lost interest." But she hasn't been single for that long. I don't know, I don't know her that well, but I thought it was odd. I think that's all. Will keeps bothering me about Star Craft. So I'll probably go do that now.

1. Explain why you started to journal/blog.
I don't know. I like to tell people about my life, and it helps me remember funny stuff and other things I do.

2. Do people you interact with day to day or family members know about your journal/blog? Why or why not?
Yeah, a few of them do. I guess a lot more don't. I try to spread the word out, but it's not that important for them to read. Well, some of them. Hehe.

3. Do you have a theme for your journal/blog?
No, not really.

4. What direction would you like to have your journal/blog go in over the next year?
I guess I want more of my friends to read it. More people posting comments. Maybe a better layout/design.

5. Pimp five of your favorite journals/blogs.
Well, look at my Blogs section. But Late Shift (aka BEACHtechie) sorta inspired me to restart my blogging. Ehh, they're all coo
Muahaha...

[-"'See, you can't lose faith in me.' - 'I never did!'"-]

Hey kids! Today was allright. Yesterday was odd. I don't know why. Well the actions have been getting better everyday, but the emotions are getting worse. Hopefully this Valentine's Day won't suck as bad as last year. I really don't care that I'm not with someone right now. I really don't. Unlike Gabriel saying "Oh, I hate Valentine's Day." He's only like that because he doesn't have a 'girlfriend' (He admits this, he said the girlfriend part for whatever you people think. hehe). So yea. I have to write out my valentines. Yay! I have to remember everyone though. I'll bring the extras just in case. Yep...

Guitar was fun yesterday. Well, not the funnest it's been, but hey, better than some other times. Haha, he was all proud of himself because he can play the songs in the book. You know, the generic stuff. I was trying to play this one song, but man, I had to strech really far. So it didn't really work out. Well, better than any newbie. So there! Muahaha...JK...(but you know it's true, haha).

So I guess that's about it. I don't know what else. I got an A on my precal test. Yay! I barely studied for it. I tried to cram after I realized what a moron I was for not studying. I woke up at 5 am today. It felt pretty good. I don't know why, but I think it's cool to get up. I don't know...It's just that 'morning' feeling. Maybe it's just me. Haha...Probably is. I gotta look up a couple of words for the Wordmasters tomorrow. Look up some stuff on the greek stage...I think I'll do allright. See ya...

[-My Weekend In Review-]

Friday
My dad and I partied with my sister a while until she left for a party. John came over for like 5 minutes, he had to leave for his date. WoooOOOooo. Well, it wasn't really partying but hey, that's what I like to call it. We listened to some good music. I learned how to use the turntable. Um, I played Star Craft. Practiced my guitar.

Saturday
Car wash. Damn...So tired. Ugh...got there about 8:10 am. Washed cars all that time. I mainly dried, but man it was tiring. Came home about 4 pm. Haha, we did it at Sam's Club right, so my mom went there and they asked her to get her car wash and she said no. Haha...That's funny. So then we had enchiladas for dinner. John and Elizabeth came over. But Elizabeth left because she was feeling sick. Played some more Star Craft and went to bed.

Sunday
Had games. They were the most fucked up ever. Ok, some teams dropped out and the stupid fucking moron guy who set it up decided not to change the schedule. Ok, like we waited all day when we could have been playing. That's because there was open fields. Stupid moron. He was also a fucking umpire and missed all the calls on the bases. Oh man. I got so pissed off. Probably the most mad I've ever been. I was yelling. And it didn't help that the other team's coach was an ass. GOSH!!!!!!!! It pisses me off!! Stupid fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Came home. Ate dinner. Fell asleep about 7:30 pm. Missed the Simpsons, but I guess it was allright because my dad says they were re-runs. Then I woke up today at 1:50 pm. Hahah...I woke up about 5:30 am though to go to my room. It was really cold in my house. Then today I played Star Craft. Man I suck, and Will keeps being hard on me. Damn. Oh well, I'm still learning. It's fun. I just called my old pal Kellie. She was on Wildfire with me. The greatest team I've been on. Yay! I love them all. It was nice to talk to her. Gawww I need to calm down. I keep thinking about those bastard umpires and it's giving me that adrenaline rush thing, you know the 'fight or flight' thing. And I'm ready to fight. Hehe. So yea...I better go practice my guitar and read Antigone and finish that chem worksheet. No problem...

[-Varsity!-]

Haha, I made varsity this year. Well, I think it's very much deserved. I've worked hard all these years. I probably should have made it last year, but it was politics. Oh well, what can you do. I sorta feel bad though, I want the 2 Kelly's to be with me. I always hang with them. They were my IB buds last year. There is this one freshman who's in IB. Hah, I kept asking her questions and stuff and she was sort of reluctant to answer. Whatever...We'll see how this all turns out. I really don't know what position I'll be playing. Hopefully 3rd. She's had me play first, but I haven't played there in like a year so I'm 'rusty.' And besides, there's no other 3rd baseman...come on now. Hehe...

So today was allright. We danced in Spanish. Will was my partner. Haha, well, he's not that great. I don't know, he was screwing around a lot. Uh...I don't know why people don't like cowboys...mmm...mmm...good. Haha... Amy's dad makes pretty good salsa. Diamond that is. I think that's about it. Well, the precal test was hard; sorta. I think I did allright. Dammit! There's this weird thing to find the area of a triangle and instead of sine, I used cosine. Oh well. Hopefully I got an A because I'm dumb. Ok, well I'm not dumb, but I didn't study that hard. That reminds me of something. Last night I was watching Conan and I said to myself "Ok, why don't you just get up early and study in the morning." I swear (partially) that I took off my glasses, set my notebook on the floor, and turned of my light. But when I woke up this morning, my glasses were on, my notebook was on my bed, and the lights were on. I find that a little odd, don't you? I could swear that I did all those things before I went to bed...Hah. So my dad and I are having a "party" right now. Haha, we're listening to some cool tunes and just chillin'. My sister is going to a party and my mom is at my grandma's house. So it's just us two. I got to practice my guitar, yay! I was going to practice my "soloing" but it didn't turn out. Haha...I really do not know what I'm doing. I'll get there one day. I'm just proud of myself how far I've gotten. Yay! Allright I'll stop boring you and go on with the friday five.

1. What did you have for breakfast this morning? If you didn't have breakfast, why not?
Coffee (the fake kind, sorta) and a protien bar. A Kashi protein bar--

2. What's your favorite cereal?
Probably Honey Nut Cherrios. Or, Lucky Charms. Kix are good too. I think that's all of 'em.

3. How often do you eat out? Do you want that to change?
Um, probably once every 2 months. Actually I really don't mind.

4. What do you plan on having for dinner tonight? Got a recipe for that?
We had chillie dogs! Yes, boil your hot dogs!

5. What's your favorite restaurant? Why?
I've been to a couple nice ones. There names are escaping me right now, but if I ever think of them I'll let you know.

[-Hmmm...-]

Ok, so I just finished playing my first Star Craft game. Cool, cool. I guess I'm allright. It goes too fast for my right now. But I kicked red's ass! Haha...The plan was to play at 9, but nooo, everyone decided to stand me up. So I could have been studying during that time. Although no one really wants to do that. I think I'm going to get a B on tomorrow's test. It's all my fault though. I have to change my work style. Damn...No more fun for Sara. Just Kidding! Tomorrow we'll play SC like no joke. Yay! Ok, today...Well, I really don't remember what happened right now, so I'll write about it later. Hehe, ok. bye...

[-So Tired-]

Ugh...I'm tired! Ok, we had travel practice tonight too. SO that sucked a little bit. Ok they said we would get out of there at 8. But noooo let's stay to frickin' 9 so Sara can have a hard time with her homework. AHHHH!! And there was only 5 of us there. Stupid Mot....

Science fair sucked. I don't think we won. That's ok though. That wasn't my goal. I really didn't care. Oye! Next year is gonna suck with history day and sci fair. Oh well. So yea...So today was allright. I frickin' yelled at Mr. Manley. Stupid bastard. I do not know why he's our teacher. He went to RCC. Well I gjuess nothing wrong with that, but a teacher from a community college is trying to teach us prober English. Stupif. So yea...I got to be in the audience, after my emotional outburst. I felt bad afterwards though. Haha, it was cool yesterday.

I went ot guitar. It was fun. Bob got her new guitar, well, she didn't but it because her dad didn't want to get out of the car. Ahaha...I think it's really funny because I can imagine her dad doing that. Anyways, Kelly K. wants me to teach her how to play guitar. I want to, but I don't know what to charge her. Ok, that part wasn't my idea. She said, "I'll pay you." So I need some advice. I think it will help me. I'd be going a little slower, but oye! We'll just have to wait and see. Haha, we were working on Stormy Monday some more yesterday and he asked me if it was hard and I said no. Then later on he says, "It is too, hard." Haha. Yea, so I wanted to buy this book. But the guy got kicked offline so he had to write me a hand written reciept and I only had 20 bucks, because that's what my dad gave me when I went out there. Anyways, the guy (I think he's a new guy) tells me it's gong to be $18.99, but with tax it's $20.46! Ay caramba! Haha, just kidding. But because Greg is such a nice guy he chipped in 50¢. So yep. I think that's about it in the guitar section. Well Bob likes to say, "I'm gonna cry", and like all the time. Haha, Ok, now I think that's it. Ok. I think I'm going to go to bed. I have that math review, but it's not imperative if I finish it today or not. Then I gotta study for Spanish, but hey, I never study for that class. Then I think that's it. Coolness. See ya later.

[-Dammit!-]

Well, actually, I'm more calm than that. But I'm trying to finish up my science fair project. It's allright. We finished our board and stuff. If the stupid floppy disk I had would work! Damn...So we spent waay too much time trying to re-type everything because the disk wouldn't work. So that sucked. But we got most of it done. We're done now. I just finished up the data analysis. Whatever...We didn't even have any calculations. Damn, I would so rather be doing history day. Well, I actually like stuff like that, and then I'd be able to make a website. Maybe next year I can get Neha to be my partner because she's cool and into stuff like that. Then we can win! Yay! Anyways, I'm really tired and I have to do 2 math assignments now. Today's and the one for the weekend. I didn't do the one over the weekend because I'm a dipshit. So I'm going to do it today so I can actually know what I'm doing when test time comes around. Oye...

Then today with that stupid DBQ! Ok, I started when she said, "You have 20 minutes left." Riiiiigght. How am I supposed to write a 10 paragraph essay in 20 mintues. That's like a paragraph every 30 seconds. Haha, that would be funny if someone could do that. But it's hard. Danielle got upset and just crinkled up her paper and put her head down on her desk. I thought to myself, "Just keep going Sara. Just do something so you'll get some credit." Ok, some is totally way better than none. So we'll just have to wait and see. I didn't do that badly though, because people I know were in the same predicament. That's all for now. (School sucks).

[-Okay-]

Well, we took 2nd place. Oye...I'm tired. The Thunder coach is cool. He complimented me. Yay! Muahaha...

Ok, so I'm tired. I've still got to do my precal and my lab. But the lab won't take too long since I already wrote it down. Yesss...

Well, I was going to write this before but, I finally got my plac for Co-MVP for last year. Stupid...Ok, then The timed write really really sucked. He told us to write down how we think I did. I said I did terribly. I really don't know how to do it right. He's dumb! We didn't even go over detail and we're supposed to write about it. Moron! And then Rouman's dumb because I'm his "best friend" and he doesn't know my race (but that's not that important) nor my birthday. He thought I was Filipino. Not that that's bad or anything, but I don't look it. I don't even look that Asian. Oh well. I think I better go do my dumb homework. See ya around.

[-Sigh-]

I feel so bad for the families of the astronauts that were killed today. I was stunned. When I woke up this morning my mom said "The space shuttle blew up." I didn't really believe her because the space shuttle just doesn't blow up. I've been to the Kennedy Space Center and I've learned some stuff about the shuttle, and stuff like that does not happen. That's what was on my mind this whole morning...Hopefully they'll find out what's going on.

Anyways, it's Chinese New Year...Year of the sheep. Yay, sheep. And I got to rotate all my calendars. Now the Simpsons are above my bed, Sponge Bob is the closest to my desk, and James Bond is on my cork board. How exciting. Ugh...Well, it's bed time.

[-Aww, I'm tired-]

Ehh...Gung hay fa choy! (Happy New Year!!)

Anyways, today I had games. We beat this crappy team and tied this really good team. The coach from that team was cool, well, I thought he was cool. He sorta reminded me of my old coach Pat. Whatever...Not important.

Roy and Will came over. They're dorks. Ahaha! We talked to some people with my mic. It was funny stuff. I'm super tired though. Damn conditioning has caught up with me! Oh well. We got a lot of work done. Stupid sci fair. Danggit! Ugh, I'm going to have to do all my homework tomorrow. Oh well, it's not a lot. I'm only going to have 2 games anyways. Well, if we win the first one. Who cares...I'm going back on my word.

So, how's life. Ugh, I miss talking to Travis in art. He talked a lot more than I thought he did. Haha, he's cool. I saw him at lunch the other day. He went to chem, until we all got kicked out because Will and Parth were racing. Damn bastards. Haha, just kidding! I still got my lab copied in time. (Thanks). Oye! I need to sleep. But I'm gonna do something right about now. So yea...