PieceOfCarp

Mood: Tired from my 3 hours of sleep for the day...
Song: Goose Creek Symphony, I really don't know what song, so any on "Words of Ernest"

I'm so tired. I had to stay up and finish my report. There's no time! Arg. Went to sa................[(falls asleep @ keyboard)]

Oye

Mood: A - OK
Song: The Doors - Road House Blues

Today was fun. Went to go watch the H2O polo game. They won! Yay! Yeap, they all got to play in the last quarter. They did well. It was funny @ lunch. I spit my soda out 2 times! That's cuz Gabriel was talking about watching a Alfred Hitchcock film, and I said to Rouman "Cuz he likes the cock!" [that's our inside joke, get it Hitch-cock. Yesss. Well Gabriel started talking about what he was eating and Rouman asked him if he ate any hotdogs. Hahaha. Then the other time, we were talking about Mrs. Garabedian, and how she talks about being Roman Catholic, so Neha says "Oh my god, I'm Roman Catholic" in this Valley Girl voice. It was so funny. I tried to keep it in. It just came out. Haha...

Yea...I forgot what I was going to talk about. Probably b/c I'm so hungy. Me so hungy. Haha. Yea. So, let me get my food....

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Mood: Tired
Song: Derrick and the Dominoes - Layla

Man I'm tired. I wanted to do a lot more today. I'm too tired. It was a minimum day, but a lot of stuff still happened. We took this "buddy test" again in Spanish. Will was my partner again. I thought that was funny because everyone else had a different partner than the last time. Then we have to do this review for pre-cal, and it's hard because it takes so long, and it's messed up. Then we did this worksheet for Euro. Then did art stuff. Sarah Tharpe sits next to me permanantly now. Thank the lord. I don't like sitting next to the druggies. Oh yea, I never told this story. Well the softball coach quit to go back to college, so I got to pick an elective. So I decided to take art. Luckily there are people I know in that class or else I would have died. I had to sit next to druggies. It was terrible. They would tell all these dumb stories, like making bongs and stuff, I did not want to hear that. One day the teacher got mad, so she gave us assigned seating. So now it's allright. I suppose. There was this one funny story. You see, I was sittin there doing my work and the druggies were talking about music, so the girl says "oh i like that one song tequilla sunrise" so I'm sittin there thinking of Tequilla Sunrise by the Eagles. But um I guess there's another song called tequilla sunrise by some rap group. Haha, man I felt dumb. Oh well, they're the idiots for doing the drugs. Then in LA today, it was pretty funny. We were talking about jokes then Manley told us the 'supbro' joke. Which was pretty funny. But then we started talking about sad stuff, cuz Rouman was talking about dead baby jokes, then somehow it got into his family and Sammy always says the wrong thing, cuz Manley was talking about his brothers and she said, "yea, and the other one died in a car crash" and it was true! I thought she knew or something, it sounded like it, but I guess she was just saying it. Isn't that sad.

Yea, so I came home, and ate lunch, then worked on hw. I was gonig to fall asleep so I practiced my guitar. Oh that reminds me. Ok I wanted to play a song today, b/c Steven (Andi's bf) had brought his guitar. So I wanted to play a song, but nooo, all the dumb people who think they can play but can't took the guitar so I never got a chance. I feel like Jim aka the Waco Kid, from Blazing Saddles. I hate it how everyone and there brother plays/pretends to know how to play the guitar. Before it was only me and a few others. Now everyone does it. Man, it makes me mad. I have this problem where I need to be better than everyone else. Well, not everyone. It's mainly people at school. I'm not like that with my team mates, or with my family. I guess it's just school. Anyways, Steve tries to play "Over the Hills and Far Away" but it sounds like crap. Maybe because it was an acoustic and he didn't have a strap, and because he was trying to play standing up, but it didn't sound very good. Anyway, I don't think anyone cares that I do anything. It seems like no one cares about my interests and that I do other things besides being a nerd. I don't know, no one ever acknowledges it. It's like I'm a dumb girl that doesn't do anything. Which totally pisses me off. Chicks rule the world. You just look around, man. It's women. Ok, well yea. Roy wanted me to play the King of the Hill song but dumb Adam R. wanted to pretend he knew how to play. First of all he just took it out of Nam's hands while he was trying to do something. Then he was trying to be funny, but wasn't, then Steve came back in and took it away. So Roy was disappointed. Damn people. Ok. It was funny. Newton came into chem today. Man, are Beach and him kids or what. It was pretty darn funny. Ok, yea, thats about it. For today at least. Why does so much happen?

Dude, I need to go to sleep. It's almost 12:30 am and I wanted to try and find sources for Sci Fair but I don't think I'm going to do it tonight. Man.......It's due Friday too. Oh well, hopefully I have little hw tomorrow. Well I probably could have done more if I didn't have practice. But that's another story. I can just put it in my Softball journal. Maybe I should do that...Sounds like a plan. Make a blog for softball. Yes...! I need to do that review. Ugh...Ok I'll try. Not everything on that list yesterday is important. I'll just let it go. I mentioned the funny things already. I better go. Ciao

Damn it

Mood: So frickin' thirsty [although i'm drinking] ((not booze)) ---weirdo---
Song: There is no song today

Arg-ness. Ok, I wanted to post this really funny thing, but my computer was being stupid. Yes, the 'new' one. I have 3 frickin' computers, but only one will work at a time. I do not know what the hell the problem is. It's not a virus. I ran McAfee every frickin week. And then, we had got a firewall. So it should have been Ok. I was also running Ad-Aware. How the heck does the computer stop working? I wanted to go online or something, but the comp was frozen. I tried to Ctrl Alt Del it, but it wasn't working, so I pressed the reset button. Usually that would have been ok, but nooo, all because of the dumb screen saver. It wasn't even a weird ss. It was a default!! Well, that's not why it wouldn't post. I don't know why it wouldn't post. It would never go. Hopefully the hard drive is ok. I wanna go on that comp and get all my links back, ect. There's this funny convo with Nam I wanted to print out, but I didn't do it in time. Yea, so that funny story was about a bum. Let's see if I can remember:
So it was a while back, I guess it could have been the first day back to school, so I'll just say it was Sept. 3, yea, it was the 3rd, I remember, because I forgot to get the check anyways.......So I was in my guitar lesson then the guy that works there knocked on the door and said "Dude, there's a guy looking in the back of your truck" And Greg says "What? Why is he looking back there, there's nothing back there, there's nothing to steal" and the guy says, "No really, there is, go look, I'm not kidding dude" So Greg goes out there and there's this bum so he says "Hey man, what are you doing?" and the bum says, "Oh, I was just trying to get to that grass over there." then Greg says "you're not gonna throw up on my truck are you?" He's like "Oh, no, I felt like I was gonna pass out for a minute." So Greg is like ok.....and he's gonna walk away, and then the bum asks him for some spare change. He says "No, I don't have any change" and comes back inside. I was funny, he told me what happened, then later on, we were working on this one song and he says something like "yea it's sorta blues-ie" and he starts singing a blues song about a bum leaning against his truck.
I was so funny. I couldn't stop talking about it. Everyone got tired of it, but I still thought it was funny. I guess you had to be there. Yea, it was the first day of school because everything was f**ked up. My dad had jury duty so I didn't know what time he was gonna be home, but I couldn't call him because his cell phone had fallen into a cup of water, and like sat there overnight. So I got my neighbor Elizabeth to take me. Then at the end of the lesson he asks me if I have any questions, and I say no, because I don't, then he says "Well I have one for you: Where's my money?" And I thought "Awww crap" I totally forgot. It wouldn't have made any difference anyways because no one was home to give me a check. But it was really hectic. Yea, then my sister came to pick me up. It was pretty funny because that bum was still out there and he started to walk towards us and Lauren was thinking "Get in the car, get in the car" But I couldn't go fast enough, and the bum asked me for money, but I didn't have any. So Yea, I probably wouldn't have given it to him anyways. I don't know, isn't really their own fault for their poverty? No one forced them to do that. I don't know.

Then on the 11th, (it's still September) It was Melissa's birthday. I called her and talked to her for a pretty long time. She was debating things with me and I really didn't care. She was talking how Bush is an idiot ect...and I really didn't care. I'm supporting Bush, I think he's doing a good job, but I don't know all the facts and I don't want to get in an argument over that with her, because, she 'has to be right'.

Then I don't know when, but Wildfire just wasn't working out. We had one try-out. That was it. The next weekend was a practice. The people that were trying out were not good at all. We were working on throws from the outfield, and cro-hops; I was playing short-stop, you know, being the cut off. Ok, this one girl threw the ball, which was supposed to be at me; the ball hit the 3rd base dug-out fence. I was at the shortstop position. HUH? Yea, that's what I said. They couldn't even throw the ball right. I wanted to be on that team, but I didn't want to be on it if the people didn't know how to play. So it just folded. Now I'm on this team called Venom. It's a dumb name. There uniforms are not cool either. And the original girls are wusses. Other than that, it's A-OK. I don't know. I guess it's allright. Besides, it's only for the winter, so if something better comes along, I can go there, but if nothing is really working out, I'll just have to see what happens. Yea...I'll write more later.

Today was funny. I was late to guitar because I was getting a bloody nose, so I had to fix that. Then when I got there he wanted to go over to this burger place and get a drink, and I said "I'm already late" so he told the guy that works there, that same guy who told us there was a bum, "sorry, she said she's already late" So yea... I wasn't doing to good. Maybe I was. He said he was impressed because I knew the scales he gave me, but I have already been given scales from Mark, and they weren't too different, but he said "You're doing fine, I give this to new students and they only know one scale." I don't know why I was worried. I don't know, it's hard to think and play at the same time. Well, think about playing. It's like softball, if I don't think then I do it right. I had to think because he told me to be creative, so I was trying to sound good, but it wasn't really working out. Haha. Yea, so then he taught me how to bend the strings, but that also wasn't really working out. I was doing ok I guess. It was funny, he demonstrated it and I was just looking and he says "Come on, I know you want to do this" heh. Yea, it was ok. Yea, I guess he hurt his neck so he told me what happened. I guess a couple of years ago he hurt his neck really badly and couldn't move it at all. Then the other day his son (I can't believe he has a son. I guess I can but it was odd when he said it. Cuz he has no ring...I wonder what that story is) and he were at Costco and there was this massager thingy, and he put it on his neck and it started hurting. Then I guess he shampooed his carpet and hurt his neck again. So it ws pretty sad. I said to him "Maybe you shouldn't shampoo your carpets anymore" He said "yea maybe, but I bought a steam cleaner" , "I know you told me" Yea, then he called me George, which is his new name for me, because of Bob is Bob. Yessssss. I told him about Winston he said "Like the cigarettes?" , "That's what I said, but she said it was a dog in All Dogs go to Heaven, so i was like 'uh thanks.'" Haha. It was funny because I told him how I was late, then my dad yelled at me yesterdau, then staying up until 3 trying to finish my hw. He said wow, but it didn't sound like it. Then I told him some other stuff, and he actually remembered. He doesn't rememeber anything. I want to ask him "Do you forget because you want to, or do you forget because you forget" Because, I "forget" things all the time when I want people to talk to me or when I'm feeling insecure. So maybe it's that he wants to.

Then when I was leaving the guy wanted me to go get him a drink. I didn't really wanna do it, but I did anyways, because he was being a jerk. Well cuz I said I don't know, then he does that dumb "well i don't know either" thing. SO I was like FINE. Yea, so I went over there and brought them back, then the piano teacher said "and you didn't ask me?" , "I don't think I could have carried 3 drinks back" I was only kidding, but I guess they took me seriously. I tried to give the change to Greg, but he didn't want it, so I took it, and the guy says "hey where's my change", "in my pocket, Greg said I could have it", "he said you could have his change" then i just kept walking. I should have said "sounds like a personal problem to me" haha. That would have been funny. I'll give it back to him if he really wants it. It was only like 50 cents, and besides, they had to split it, because I bought them both the same thing. Oh well.

Damn, I hate it when I don't write in here. I always wanna write stuff down. But I don't have time. Then whem I finally do it. It takes forever because there is so much I want to say. There's even more stuff I need to talk about:
-Barbie skate
-H2O polo
-Art/druggies
-Beach and Manley - that secret ballot thingy and rouman
-Teddy bear head
-team party
-Lauren's bday
-tests- take home test
And More!

Damn, so I'll try to put more in tomorrow. Hopefully there is not a lot of hw because it's a minimum day. So...I can only hope. But then I have practice. So maybe after practice. There is so much more! I've been writing for like an hour straight. Actually more. Damn, but there's so much more!!